Lost

I’m lost.
You're so gigantic,
And I am so small.
I've been wondering,
And wandering.
Yet everything looks the same.

Your forest of green
Seems never ending.
Don't you understand?
I'm tired of this,
And I want out.

From up above you seem so simple,
Green and tamable.
But now that I’m here,
I know you lied to me.

You’re vast and terrifying.
Made up of so many different lives.
Your not only grass blades swaying in the wind,
Your dirt and rocks moving about under my feet.
Your green ropes climbing up to the sky.
You are the roots of the trees that tower above everything.
And you are the twigs that break under pressure.

Many more bugs will crawl throgh you.
Lost.

I am lost.
And I am frustrated with you.